yes. just by looking at the title, i am having my daily dose of hong jisoo. actually i am listening to seventeen's cover of because of you and while thinking about the title for this post, suddenly the first part of the song came up which is ' i, never forget you girl' and happened to be jisoo's part that's why. plus, i'm thinking of him right now so why not right? and also i got that smiley jisoo's gif from google. and he looks cute ok.

actually, this is my first post about jisoo. i never got to say that i love him so much, and that he is my bias and my only one. honestly i don't think people know that my bias is actually joshua since i've been a huge hansol's trash since svt first debuted and they think that i am loyal to hansol. ha you thought wrong. yes hansol is the love of my life, my only one and my precious- i always love him ( and i still love him ok!) but. . . who the hell can stay loyal to their bias. 

about hansol. . . i love him so much. he is probably the man that makes me feel emotional the most. it's weird to say this but actually, whenever i feel like stanning other people, i'll watch some clips of hansol during his trainee days to remind myself that i love hansol. . . i know it's so damn weird but looking at him during his trainee days, it makes me love him even more, he always reminds me of my childhood. he makes my 2015 better just by knowing about his existence. i like him since back then- he is my first bias and i'm always emo looking at his younger self since i'll remember the old days when not many people knew abt svt and it was sooo damn peaceful. but look at svt now, they are so successful and popular. i'm so glad that i'm one of the old carat that supports them since back then. also i really want to thank hansol for introducing me to svt and make my life brighter because of them. ah suddenly this post is about hansol. sorry joshua.

okay okay ignore that, back to jisoo. jisoo used to be the person in svt that i really stan the least but suddenly this one night, i dreamed about jisoo lol yes as in hong jisoo!! that jisoo! that pretty boy! he appeared in my dream!! i don't know if saved someone in my previous life, but yes. that dream is the reason why i like him now, and frankly speaking, i love him the most right now. 

it is so unexpected right? i never told about how much i like him to other people and other people are just like, don't care lmao since yeah they thought that i love hansol the most. i only have one carat friend and she is the only one that knew how much i love him. but whatever, it's not like i'm going to tell the whole world that i love hong jisoo anyways. 

but that is exactly what i'm saying

i just want everyone in this world to know that i love him. that i just want to be with him- to tell him that he is the best, whenever he has a bad time, i'll be the one for him to comfort him, to hold him tight and tell him that everything is going to be okay. he inspires me to become a better person, to have a better life, and better goals. he really helped me a lot going through a bad time. and i'm so glad because i stan this wonderful man. oh how i wish i can meet him one day. . . i promise i'll meet him proudly in the future and say to him ' i made it. . .and you are the reason why'